finally got my teeth out and working on using my dentures carefully as they tend to
rip and scrap my cheeks off with what i eat,
got some of the cat fixed turned out bad except for patches, aka little one, first entry
if needed, first one we got Spaz fixed first and learned not regular vet did it and did not
give pain killers, like the others we did after that mistake
biggest shock

my cousin Dustin, my twin everyone said, he died January 17 2012, sometime very early a.m.
his heart gave up, they called it, Atherosclerosis, but there are still three groups of it so we
still have to wait for more tests. two days later we almost lost cat that granny gave us she now gurgles a meow and a messed ear.
worst part auntie and her hellish son are now living here
cause no one will rent to them cause of his sloppiness, and the fact he hides it and says it
clean in the morning we always wake up to a destroyed kitchen this morning i stepped in a
sludge pool of powdered neste and melted freezies he claims always i dont remember doing
that, then lets not comment on locking the pantry and fridge and do it, god i cant even make
a comment on safety he uses so much soap in one 5 min shower he must use an 1/8 cup but anyway he'll leave the lofa and a soap film i slipped once already but the cats drink there.

mom is constantly forgetting or mixing up something i say now. eventually i'll remember as soon as i wake that its pointless and i give up, sure a fake my smile but i've been doing that since i was 11  i am so close to picking up the razor, but cant wait for my art supplies to get here so i can draw my problems out, but i might be finding new a razor before they come.
depend how much miserable i get

i'm thinking of micro-braiding